Letter to God
Thanking you during my good times, isn’t worth much. Its during the testing times that I should have kept the faith, not questioned you, your presence. I have been an extremely ungrateful child. Time & again, mom has reminded me to be happy with whatever little I have had. But no, I have always aspired for things…somehow made unreachable via my own stupidity & sometimes lack of sheer luck. And then, often followed my raves & rants of being the unlucky one.
True that the best materialistic things in life slipped away from my grasp coz of decisional errors & lack of farsight.

But I should have never ever behaved the way I did, with my parents. I cringe to think how I have blamed them for my successive failures in the past. Today when I stand upright & mind you, its luck that finally got me through…hardly any talent that was by my side. I pray to you to forgive me for having been such a bad loser. Testing times will always be there but I need to stop being so selfish, I am glad I have my family in one piece & in good shape. Cliches are bound to sound like clichés but even though times have been very trying, I am thankful dear God, whatever is coming my way.
My new year resolution: Never to crib or let the feeling of feeling deprived of certain things get the better of me.
I am far better off than so many people. And I should stop feeling irritated by those who get things easily.